For a long time I was out of touch with the feminine within me. I prided myself on being a woman who never cried or showed any emotion other than anger. I didn't realize the injustice I was doing to myself. I saw any sign of feminine expression as weakness or vulnerability. I was not weak and I certainly wouldn't let myself be vulnerable. I also had a deeply rooted distaste for men that came from my masculine wounding and trauma. Because of this, I was primarily operating from my masculine energy, in an attempt to survive and protect myself from the very thing I was reaching out to for love. 

I was constantly seeking validation outside of myself while at the same time, choosing partners who fulfilled my ongoing story of "not being worthy of love". I went from relationship to relationship in my 20's , looking for someone to "choose me" but I ended up dating men who never put me first. Ironically, I wasn't putting myself first. I got married in my 30's to a "nice-guy" who kept multiple exes around the entirety of our relationship, only for me to find out he cheated on me with one during our marriage. I divorced him - not just because of the cheating - but because I felt like I had to hide parts of myself by being with him. I let him keep the house that I made a home (I felt like a bird living in a beautiful cage), and I let him keep the dog that I trained from a puppy and spent most of my time with (I was used to having to give away dogs ever since I was little, a side-effect of being a military kid). I left, to find myself, my peace and my worth. 

I was doing really good at working on myself and growing (so I thought) only to find myself in a relationship with a grandiose narcissist (if you don't know what that means, look it up!) This man was a piece of work! I let myself become absorbed by him, until it felt like there was nothing of me left. I went into depression for a few months, with very little social life. I basically lived on my couch and bed, for months. 

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And then I started my journey of authenticity. I dived deep into astrology, somatic healing techniques, talk therapy, women's circles, and shadow work to heal my pain, uncover who I really was, and return to the woman that I knew. The woman who was happy. The woman who was a powerful manifestor. The woman who was whole, outside of a relationship. 

I allowed the feminine to take over and I watched the world become a more positive place. I opened up and softened and called in a great love, my best friend and equal partner in life. I created a reality of trips, vacations, financial freedom and abundance and continue to create a reality of beauty and abundance. 

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I now teach women how to do the same. How to open up and allow. How to experience the Divine Feminine that is within us all. 

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If you're ready to dive in and experience a life filled with more pleasure, more authenticity, and more beauty, take the plunge with me. Click the link below to book a Discovery Call with me. We will spend 20-30 minutes together to see if we are a good fit for your journey of healing.

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